Only...

Only 2 pounds to lose today - I can do this, I HAVE to do this. I'm still at 144, and feeling worse than ever. I'm gladly going to fast today, hope I don't fall asleep in Enviro Policy--I tend to do that quite easily when I'm tired. Ahhhhhh, good coffee. I'll drink my to liters of fluids and a few cups of coffee and tea today, than I'll be set. I don't want to over hydrate my body (yes it's possible). I'm debating whether or not I should weigh myself tonight.Ok, let me think, if I do, and I'm 144, I will totally freak and by the end of the day depression sets in if my weight doesn't go down, so I'll just turn to more food, and I know that Kyle would readily supply food, even if it's after take-out has closed. Argh, I hate nice friends (kidding). So ok, I'm going to decide right here and now--NO WEIGH IN TONIGHT! I will weigh in tomorrow night with a goal of 141 pounds, I know that this is possible. As for exercise tonight, I'll do some crazy stair running, because it snowed outside.Later--