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I don't even want to eat right now. I dropped another pound, I'm so elated like you wouldn't believe. I won't get my hopes up too much, because I know I'll probably hit a plateau sooner or later, but i really think I'll be able to hit 135 by April 12th, if not even more! I know that originally I said I wasn't going to actually weigh myself, but good lord, it's impossible to physically see a difference in weight loss just by looking in the mirror, that's why I want to lose much more than just 15 pounds, because I'm afraid I won't even be able to tell the difference. At any rate, the numbers are indeed pleasing me.I got another sms from him. It's such an abusive relationship, one second he is belittling me and making me feel like a terrible person, and the next he doting on me and telling me how much he loves me and that he's getting better.whatever.i'm out.