Why can'...

Why can't he just feel better, things get so frustrating at times. Will we survive? Will we work? I don't know...and I can never tell I suppose. At what point do you walk away? Can someone answer these questions. His distorted love is killing me. my soul is empty and i feel lostwhy do i crush boneswhy do i fall below sea levelwhy am i condemned to itwho is it to say wherewhenwhywhat makes it feel like i don't really matter anywayi suppose i don't in truthif ends never meetthan i will truly becomeonly the dust we trod uponslowly i rotthe vultures pick at my bonesi am only a dreamnightmareit's sorryit's sadis it reallyor is that the mask it wantedto rip open the soul of mycorpseto peer into a battered andshattered minddon't touch mei reek of deathdon't hear memy words ring hollowit has cold words for meit wants only to steal my warmthbut i have none to offeri am coldi am deadrust envelopes mei become earth