I'm reall...

I'm really weak this morning. My eyes seem swollen, but I haven't purged at all. Well, they feel swollen, but they don't look it. I think I'm going to be napping for a good bit today, it might just be an off day today, and anyway, I'm working tomorrow and Sunday, so I should gather my strength for that. I want to quite that job but I do need some money at this point, I really want to get a bike. I should have taken up my parents on that when they offered...god I'm so stupid sometimes, maybe I can sweet talk my dad into paying for it...ugh, I really need a bike, especially without my car at this point. I would rather bike than take the bus or drive...oh well, I suppose I must wait.I think the worst part about being anorexic is that you have to keep up an appearance of being lively and full of energy, when inside you feel drained and empty. Well, I don't think I'm so much empty as I'm just plain tired, but thankfully, I only have one class today, so it's not too stressful.I need to stop by Rite Aid on the way back and get some conditioner and something else, but I can't remember what that was....hrmmm, my memory is so shot, I swear. Ok, well I'm off to class now...oh and btw, my morning weigh-in stand at:144Woohooo!